Saturday, September 29, 2007

It's my birthday...and I'm planning a party....

OK! Want to sing along with me?? Yep...FIFTY SIX years ago today...I was born! What an amazing life this has been! Do I have any complaints? OF COURSE I DO!!! Old age pain...things I can't do anymore.... But mom once said to me "Well, Jennifer, I don't think that on the day you were born, anyone gave you a gift certificate entitling you to "one easy life", did they?" and that has stuck with me throughout the years. These days, I just ignore my complaints, my aches and pains, because it really has been a wonderful life!

I doubt that mom planned to have so many little girls so fast....but I am SO GLAD that she did!!!



We have grown up, grown apart, and now grown back together as our lives have taken us to Colorado, California, Texas....and now all back to Colorado!



We are all about a year apart in age, and just about as different in personality as one could ever imagine. But I swear, if any of us ever need a thing...the other 3 are right there on the front doorstep.

Today is my birthday and I'm planning a party. OK...I'm planning several parties! I'm in San Diego teaching workshops this week and for lunch, today...a party with friends in Julian. For dinner...a party with friends in Santee. When I get back to Colorado...a party with friends there! I think I'll just plan to party all week long!

But for all the partying I can do, I always take a moment every year on this day to thank mom for bringing me into this world all those years ago. Hey mom! How does it feel to have a FIFTY SIX year old daughter? LOLOL! Probably not an ounce different than it feels to have FOUR daughters ALL over the age of 50!!!

You are the best mom ever and I am so honored to be your daughter! I love you mom!

Friday, September 28, 2007

My childhood secret!

Circa 1957:
I remember we were living in the basement as the upstairs of our new house wasn’t done yet. I looked inside one of the kitchen cabinets and there it was! A Pretty Pac!



I must have held my breath as I unzipped the case!! Inside was a tray full of makeup! Nail polish, hand lotion….even lipstick!!



And as I quietly lifted off the tray….there she was…the perfect little 8” Betsy McCall Doll!!!



She was all dressed in her Sunday best with stockings and button snap shoes! I just knew she was mine! But it was days…weeks…maybe even months before Christmas! And even though I knew she was mine, I also knew that she might be for one of my other sisters! I never let a soul know that I knew she was there. I never went back to look at her, for fear I would get caught and she wouldn’t be mine! Forever later, it was finally Christmas morning and sure enough, Betsy was under the tree! I know that I loved her more than any other doll!!! 40 some years later, I now have 4 little Betsy McCall dolls, a Pretty Pac with all the original contents, all the furniture and lots of clothes. Just me & my doll….Betsy McCall!!!

From my childhood love of dolls, my creative spirit continues to grow and in the current issue of Rubber Stamper magazine (November 2007) you will find “Tattoo Girl” on page 15. She’s certainly NOT a 1950s doll….but her spirit comes from that child inside of me, the excitement of looking at her and knowing she is all mine!




People always ask me where I get my ideas and I tell them I simply think back to my childhood days and start to play. When I started Tattoo Girl, all I had was a twice fired porcelain doll head and a headless vintage wooden artist’s model that I picked up at a garage sale for $2.00. I had just been picked as a member of the 2007 Ranger Design Team and knew that I wanted to use their products on her. I also knew that I wanted her to “stand out” in a crowd!

Well, she is definitely standing out….on page 15, of Rubber Stamper!!! I’ve now had 89 pieces of my art published. And it’s simply amazing to think where this all started…with a little girl, sneaking into the kitchen cabinets, holding her breath in sheer amazement that she might get the doll of her dreams!

PS. Mom...do not read this! LOLOL!

Thursday, September 27, 2007

If the barn needs painting...paint it!

My first year of college was spent at Bob Jones University in Greenville SC. I remember Dr. Bob once said, "if the "barn" needs painting, then paint it!" That was his view of the issue of women and makeup. I always thought that was just the funniest thing ever....and decided early on that I must be a "barn" as I "needed" makeup!

Mom started painting when she was age 53. She became a wonderful, international, award-winning watercolor artist. I keep telling myself that one day, I will learn to paint on a flat surface, but in the meantime, I'm content to paint on everything except flat surfaces! However, I do think painting is incredible. It allows you to recreate scenes from your past, to add color to what was black & white in old photographs, and to embellish your memories.

She painted these scenes of Grandma's farm. And they are just so true to life!




Out behind that barn was a huge horse trough. The horses and cows would linger there on a long hot summer day, drinking water to keep cool. Goldfish swam in the bottom of it. The water was so mucky you couldn't see more than 6 inches down. Green slime grew all over the inside. But getting in that horse tank was the best way to cool down! Who cared if you couldn't see the bottom? Who cared if your cousins told you there were monsters growing down there? Who cared if all you could feel was that slime between your toes and the goldfish touching your legs? (Well, I have always told myself that's what it ws I was feeling!!!) In an era with no air conditioning....playing in the horse trough on a sticky, hot, Indiana summer day was the best thing on earth!

And that barn had the best haymow anywhere around. At least I thought so! We weren't allowed to play up there much...but every now and then when our cousins came to play, we would "sneak" out there and explore. I'm quite sure our parents knew our every move, but we thought we were getting away with something! I remember lots of tack hanging on the walls. A horribly filthy pig pen that every now and then when I was really bad, I had the honor of cleaning! The timbers in that barn seemed to be a foot square. I thought nothing would ever bring it down! Climbing up into the haymow, layers of hay piled high, with loads of places to climb and play. Now, if you could only stand the smells of the horses, cows and pigs below....and all those flies on a steamy hot summer day...it was the best place on earth!

Painted memories! What a gift mom has given us....what a legacy she is leaving for generations to come! I am so grateful for her art and how she inspires me to create. I am so grateful that she and dad made the choice to raise us on a farm!

Of course, part of becoming an "altered" artist is to alter some of mom's paintings. I cut the painting apart and adhered it to canvases that were colored using Ranger's Colorwash inks. The flowers and swirls were created by spritzing colorwash on glossy white cardstock, then diecutting them. I titled this one "Play Time"...it's how I remember Grandma's farm.

Panties showing!!!



My venture into scrapbooking started about 4 years ago. Over the years most of our childhood photos have been taken out of photo albums and some have become quite damaged along the way. I thought I would scan them all in, fix them in photoshop, then print them all out again. Once I started printing, I decided that mom needed them to be "pretty"...not just stuck in an album. So I walked into a local scrapbook store to find some pretty paper....and that was the end for me! OK....the end of "that" phase of my life and the beginning of a whole new world!

I can't even begin to remember what I bought that day...but when I got home I had no where to put it! So of course, I had to run out and buy storage stuff immediately! But I did start to scrap using an 8 1/2" x 11" format. This is one of the first layouts that I did....and I still like it. Although it's quite plain....you still get the idea!

Colleen and I were sitting on the back steps of the house we started out in. You can see that it needs to be painted...I'm sure there was no money for anything like paint! You can also see that I have really BAD hair once again! Yes...that has been the one constant throughout my life.....bad hair! We wore little dresses as was the custom of the early 50s. We were playing with a ball and you can see the leaves were blowing around. Most of our photos are undated, but I would guess this was in the fall of 1954. Colleen would be almost 2 and I would be almost 3. She is so fair and blonde, I have such a summer tan with my pitch black hair....hard to imagine that we are sisters just one year apart in age!

The bottom photo was printed on vellum, then trimmed around the edges. I still like playing with vellum - it's fabulous with alcohol inks and great for openings in aperture cuts. But to print in black & white or sepia tone on vellum....just perfect for vintage photos. (Oh gag! Am I really old enough to be part of a "vintage" photo"? LOLOL!)

I still play with Colleen. Just nowadays, when we get together, we play with Art Clay Silver and dichroic glass. But we learned how to play in the early 50s, on Grandma's farm, where the wind would blow and our panties would show!

Where did all the tulips go....



Everyone has a story to tell. Sometimes we tell it by writing, sometimes we tell it in our photos. At times we tell it in our scrapbook pages, and at times, we tell it in poems.

My Grandma Hazel Moore wrote poems all of her life. I remember her trying so hard to teach me how to write a poem. She would sit an make up words that rhymed so I could write poems. I remember laughing and saying, "oh Grandma! That's NOT a word!" And she would say, "Well, Jennifer, if COULD be!" She lived 2 miles down the road from us for most of my childhood and she was a huge influence on who I am today. She taught me how to play. Oh my, she would just be so thrilled if she were still alive....I can almost hear her say, "Oh Jennifer, I wish I had spent my whole life playing with you!"

Little girls and tulips grow as fast as fast can be!!! Where did all the tulips go...did they grow old with me?

I have grown older over the years, but in my heart, I am still that little girl who played in the fields on the farm. In my heart, I am still picking tulips and checking the insides for bugs.

Wednesday, September 26, 2007

All about me



Well, that was a phase of scrapbooking a couple of years ago where you created a book about yourself or did a layout "all about me". I totally got tired of looking at them because it was most likely a photo of someones eyes, or one eye and half a nose....not that pleasant of a photo if you stop and really think about it! LOL!

But I did do a layout that was all about me. Literally. It was about 50 years of my bad hair...with almost 50 tiny photos of me, mostly confirming that I was born with bad hair, have had bad hair my entire life, and continue to have extremely bad hair....especially when someone has a camera near me. It's like there is some magnetic force that communicates between my hair and a camera....it just goes bad!

I thought I'd post a scan of that layout because after much giggling that turned into laughter over the badness of my hair over time...I truly think everyone should do something like this. It puts into perspective so much more than just bad hair. In one glance, I can see bad weight days, bad tan days, bad makeup days.....yep, I have had a lot of bad days in my life....most of them were days when there was a camera around!

Someone said the solution is to be the person behind the camera. But you know, I really want my kids to know what their mom looked like. And it would be nice if my great, great, great, great grandkids knew that they are not the only ones who have bad hair...that they inherited it from me! :o)

It's also a fun way to look at my life in a nutshell. 50+ years all on a 12x12 page....so even though it's about my bad hair, my bad weight, my bad makeup, my bad tan lines....it really is "all about me"!